Gift for Anoel by Kitty (Blue Neighbourhood - 2015)

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Title of vid: Memo
Recipient: Anoel
Vidder: Kitty
Fandom: Blue Neighbourhood (2015)
Music: Memo by Years & Years
Summary: "I want more, I want more"
Content notes: No standardized notes apply

Signed length: 03:30
Signed URL: http://pulltheplug-tk.livejournal.com/31382.html

Lyrics
Are you gonna hurt

Are you gonna burn

Gonna answer me?

Let me take your heart

Love you in the dark,

No one has to see

I-I I want more, I want more

I-I I want more, I want more



Uuh, you see yourself in another way

I try my best but I don't ever change

Uuh, I love to watch your body lie

It makes me feel better, makes me satisfied

No, oh oh, you could bring back

Who wouldn't want it when he looks like that?!

Ooh oh oh, I want you to stay

And if I try my hardest, would you look my way?



Ooh, Are you gonna hurt

Are you gonna burn

Gonna answer me?

Let me take your heart

Love you in the dark,

No one has to see

Mhmmm, I-I I want more, I want more

and I-I I want more, I want more



[Interlude]

I wanna lift this curse

Oh, and I wanna feel worse



Memo, you could bring it back

Uh, who wouldn't want it when he looks like that?!

Ooh oh oh, I want you to stay

And if I try my hardest, would you look my way?!



Ooh, are you gonna hurt

Are you gonna burn

Gonna answer me?

Let me take your heart

Love you in the dark,

No one has to see

Mhmmm, I-I I want more, I want more

I-I I want more, I want more

Comments

[anoel]

I really can't put into words how much I love this vid and how much it means to me but I need to thank you from the bottom of my heart and soul for making it for me because it affects me on a truly deep level, perhaps more than almost any other vid. I'm so glad I now always have a vid I can watch whenever I want to have happy shippy feels along with intense angst as well as a vid that captures what I feel about the highest highs and lowest lows of falling in love especially with someone you can't quite have. I've watched this vid so many times already and it's the kind of vid I love to just let wash over me and take it in and FEEL. I relate a lot to the vid in terms of my past history with relationships so it's super meaningful to me and it's already helping me work out some of those feelings in a vid therapy kind of way ;) Romantic love is one of the most important things in my life and this vid helps capture that so well for me and gahhh I JUST LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH!!! I could not ask for more from a vid for them, there is a reason I overused the word perfect, cause this vid IS. Thank you again for making this for me and I will treasure it forever <3

[winterevanesce]

Oh my!!!! I don't even know what to say! This is the best comment/review i've ever received for any of my vids. I appreciate so much you taking the time to write everything down and sharing your thoughts and feelings with me! It makes me feel like taking the time to make this and perfect it was completely worth it. I'm glad you feel the same way about this vid as I do!

I LOVE that you see everything that I was trying to convey in this vid. That's just fantastic and also means I did something right :). I'm so proud of this vid and still can't believe I made it! Sometimes I really surprise myself lol. It would have never happened if you hadn't requested it for Festivids, so I want to thank you for that!

I’m so glad that you enjoyed the extra sources that I added to the video. I saw potential in using them to add more to the video and to up that emotional feeling. I’m happy it all worked out! (and who doesn’t want more close up shots of Troye?! :P )

It's funny because "Memo" wasn't my favorite Years & Years song as well. Until one day, I watched Olly perform a live version of this song and I realized just how emotional it was. It won me over and I fell in love with it. When Troyes "Wild" and “Fools” music videos came out, I had this song in mind to use for the vid, but I needed to still wait on “Talk Me Down” music video to be released. I was hoping that this was going to be the final music video to make “Memo” happen. When It finally released, I screamed and was jumping up and down. It was exactly what I needed and I would have been gutted if it didn’t work with Memo and my vision for it. So basically this video wouldn’t have ever happened if “Talk Me Down” didn’t have the conclusion and direction I needed it to go in.

I'm so overwhelmed with joy just knowing how much this means to you! <3 Seriously thank you so much for sharing this all with me!